Chris Brown Gets Personal In ‘How I Feel’, Talks Rihanna Incident!

Chris Brown’s manager Tina Davis shocked every by announcing that he will not be doing interviews in 2012. So don’t expect to see him chatting it up on any red carpets, in magazines or TV shows, the only way his fans will get a chance to hear from him is through his twitter, instagram and his music.

Chris released a personal track called ‘How I Feel,’ which expressed his thoughts on his rise to fame as well as hard fall a few years ago.  He also raps about growing up in an abusive household as well as the infamous 2009 incident with his Rihanna and the aftermath.

[Intro]
Is how I feel, right?
It’s only me, right
[Verse]
I was 15 in Virginia, n-gga with ambition
Young but I envisioned f-cking them bad b!tches
Live my life with no regrets
I try to show respect but you don’t give it
I guess you don’t understand when
It might take me a lifetime to take it back
And it might take you a lifetime to know the facts yeah
Just ’cause different don’t mean we distant
If you ain’t kill a man ain’t no way of bring it back
Yeah they say its mind over matter
But what we’re livin for what really matters
Some n-ggas sliver spoon just on the platter and other n-gga is just doomed for disaster
All alone sleeping in my bedroom
As I wet the sheets mama gonna be dead soon
‘Cause a man beat her but he don’t realize
She important to this family like a f-cking heirloom
Yeah a n-gga still found his way out
Record deal came a n-gga played out
My mama livin good, she takin days out
They saying boy all that hard work paid off
500 hundred racks for an hour show
But ain’t no never do the 60 minutes interview
‘Cause all you wanna do is twist my words up
And all I wanna do is flip my birds up
Kind of tipsy off that red rum murder
I’m singing ass n-gga I know you heard of
Me, every day my click stuntin
N-ggas talking down but I’ma make em put them words up
I done said all I have to say, what else
Cock suckas low blow under my belt
Yeah they hangin from the tip they trying to get a sip
Don’t let them get a grip
I’m pissing On em’ myself
19 a n-gga went through a tragedy
3 years and n-gga just found a better me
Yeah you might find another lover,
But you always started with breezy like the letter B
Nightmares feeling haunted
Thinking do I really like to start s–t
Because fame ain’t freedom and this diamond chain only mean they hold you hostage
Now I got a lot of offers telling me to wear their clothes and they wanna be my sponsor
But when a n-gga fall off again they be like off him
And they gonna smile up in your face just like awesome
Great, wait, police and a thug can not relate
I guess this war on drugs is the debate
So i’m going to keep on living my life from day to day
learn from mistakes